....self harm....help by greenlinkinbrides, literature
Literature
....self harm....help
For anyone who has cut or hurt...
This is where we can converse
Do you feel like me
The pain...from the blade
It hurts
The shame
The pain
The hurt
The guilt
The addiction
When you bleed do you cry
Do you regret the first time you slit your wrist
I know i do
I never wanted all this
For it to get this bad
To see my family...my freinds...my lover worry....worry so much about me
To feel the shame of having to lie and hide my arms
Knowing no matter how deep i cut the pain will remain my hurt and constant confusion will stay
Im trying to stop
Ive been trying to stop
It hard
Its a fight
But secretly....i dont want to stop....i
If I ask you kind and sweet,
Would you please just stay?
Promise me that you'll be true,
And never go away?
If all my heart and soul are yours,
Will you keep them safe at home?
Promise me to hold them dear,
And treat them like your own?
This beating organ in my chest
Has broken many times.
Stealing hopes and killing dreams
Is the worst of crimes.
So promise me that you'll love me,
love me till the end.
Cause if you leave me all alone,
I will not try again.
My momma couldn't help,
Neither could my dad
I honestly cannot stop,
I guess I'm just too sad
My sisters couldn't help,
Neither could my bros
I've tried so many times,
Though I've been pretty close
Me myself couldn't help,
I'm clueless what to do
But I am still trying to stop,
And that's because of you
I am gay.
I'm not a disease, I'm not a problem
I'm not an affliction
I don't need treatment.
I don't need help
I'm not sick
I'm not confused
I'm not a sin.
I am gay.
I'm your daughter
Your sister
Your friend
Your co worker
Your classmate
Your acquaintance
A complete stranger
I am gay.
I need love, just like you
I need smiles
I need support
I need a hug
I need a friend
I need a family
I need acceptance
I need understanding
I need you
I am gay.
I know what love is
I know what pain is
I know what hate is
I know what life is
I am gay.
And I need you to love me
The same way you loved me before you knew
I am gay.